Serenity, its me!!

Now is Hungry Ghost Festival and things happen in my family.... Haiz.... Sorry that i need to hang my "family's underwear" in the public for you all to see... But i think that this is one of the best way i can pour out my sorrow...

On 21 August (Fri), together with my elder sis' 1 big group of WLNY friends, we went to Ajisen @ CWP to celebrate her 25th birthday in advanced. After dinner, we went to 1 of the kopitiam (forgotten which block liao) and have their usual routine, La Kopi...

Everything ended at about 12 plus bah (never go see the time) and some of them came over our place to play mahjong and let them see such an ugly scene created by my fucking father....

My father was actually sleeping but he wake up to go toilet... Then when he saw my sis' room got friends, he go outside my sis' room and give those unhappy face... But this is quite a normal scene... Because only bastard do that...

After that, i kena the scolding... Because sofa got our clothes and due to we always work then no time to fold.. He said:- "all grown up liao still never fold the clothes, nabei, all go die lah"... Some more he never drink beer still talk this cock.... I just hack care his nonsense...

Shortly, he told me that on monday he wants to bring friend come over and stay... The conversation start like this:-

fucking dad: monday i want bring friend come over and stay

me: our house also no room, where got room for your friend to stay. your friend is man or woman?

fucking father: woman

me: what?!? then where she gonna sleep?!?

fucking father: my room lor...

me: then you sleep where?

fucking father: my room lor....

Then i start scolding him..... Saying that mummy just died 1 year and yet she dare to bring another woman back... then he insist want that woman come stay.... then i told him if you want bring that woman back, you move out...

then after i told him to move out, he have the guts to said, "ok, i move out, i will sell the house"...
i told him, our house's Lease is with me, you can't sell it... WTF!! He contribute NOTHING to the house yet have the guts wanting to sell the house...

No wonder he always ask me these & the conversation goes below the bold sentence:-
(1) when mum's money can take?
me: not ready
fucking father: why so long??
me: why you care?
fucking father: no la, the money i dun want, you all take la, you all want give mi or dun wan give mi also ok

HYPROCRITE!!! AFTER MY MUM'S MONEY ONLY!!!

(2) where is the house's Lease?
me: still in my office
fucking father: bring back the Lease
me: cannot... still settling mum's case
fucking father: Lease very important de leh... Lost it how?

WHY KEEP ON WANTING THE LEASE? TO SELL HOUSE RIGHT? IF SELL, WHERE WE STAY???

(3) Can take down mum's photo @ living room?
me: cannot!!!

WHY WANT TO TAKE DOWN? SCARED TO FACE MY MUM IS IT??

He also always get money from my elder sis... without asking my sis whether she got enough money anot... He got work still get money from us and always said no money... Think his money all goes to that BITCH...

After i quarrel with him, i can't tahan and i called my sister to come out of her room... When my sis come out of the room, all of us quarrel with him...

My sis want him to tell us who is that woman, he don't dare to say and keep on want us forget about it... He made all of us cried and i really wonder if he is our real father...

And he made me really disappointed and angry that i told him, "you move out!!! we don't want you!!! you are a very lousy father!!, you are the one should die & not mum!!!"

After that, my sister keep on quarrel and quarrel with him... He end up cannot tahan and become like crazy... Keep on want to commit suicide... After that alot of things happen lah... But my father still don't admit his wrong....

No wonder my mum said if she is gone, this house will become complicated... I feel sad for my mum for having such a misery life... But time can't goes back...